so many thoughts, but so few words...

ok, this is for all of my lovely friends---mainly ash and angela---who keep lovingly bugging me to post, and honestly, i just haven't found the time, or really had the words lately.

Life has been a whirlwind recently. It's been full of joy, and confusion, and tears, and questions, and laughter...that's just it, it's been a whirlwind. Basically, God just keeps showing me things and breaking me over and over again, to the point where I'm too overwhelmed with thoughts and feelings to express them. Thank goodness that we have a Spirit that groans for us...
I've been having to make decisions i'm not sure about, and have been questioning the future, which leads to me questioning my trust in the Lord, which I never have enough of, and He's definitely showing me that. It's just been a crazy last month really, and I honestly am in a place where i don't know where to go. I don't really know how to move forward, but i definitely don't want to move backward....ahhhh confusion. So yeah, that's basically what's going on. I'm just really waiting on the Lord right now, and He's showing me how important it is to press into him at all times, everyday, every second....and that's hard, but thank the Lord that mercy comes with the morning. :)

On a lighter, less confusing note; my old roomie Rachel and I went to see Kelly Clarkson at Nokia theater on Friday, and it was beyond amazing, and it made me like her new cd more because she explained her emotions a little---and on one song, she explained the drunken way it came about, which was hilarious, i thought...so yeah :) here are some pics

oh and Jon Mclaughlin opened for her, and he was incredible....i'd seen him once before, but his piano solos were in abundance friday, and soooooooo awesome! love him and his music

pics:
we're excited for the show to begin :)


jon mclaughlin was aaaaaamazing!


kelly was aaaaaamazing as well----i would see her over and over again

yeah, i know....we're hardcore